Excerpts from the book Bucci, "Bucci: Diary actor"

Lena Pogrebizhskaya suddenly wanted to convey to the world without middlemen and journalists ... Here you can read the first excerpt from Bucci, who goes to the day of publication. "MK" excerpts from the diary published by Butch. We present these statements, our readers with the book, the singer "Bucci: Diary of the actor" to become familiar. "Bucci: Diary Artist" I always compare the Russian show business quicksand - which is exactly what you are on solid ground, and stood proudly, as we sucked. The art of overcoming the quicksand - that is a diary of the artist. Here we have a second album. This is not the pinnacle of success and not 25 year career. And I think that a lifetime. I read the pages of his diary, and I understand that the perception of the world that I had never again. As if in three years came the inevitable adulthood. 14th February 2003 Kiev. It was a journey, like a dream with the heat. Two sleepless nights, three shows, two sound check, a dozen interviews, two TV shows and a night radio. Why do I need all this? Then there is this kind of work. Where I would be in a month? Funny, I really remember the faces in the room, remember the faces in Volgograd, remember the faces in Kiev and Moscow. Why? And now a month since I eat meat. Real meat for vegetarians with five years experience. Obviously always a predator, after all. No, Mom, do not do, I'm good and herbivorous animals as well? Somehow sounded convincing ... As a child, I often visited the idea: What if people find out that I actually think they'll make of me? Moscow time on "Time." Sivtsev Vrazhek My classmate passed on the journalism faculty me. Room in a shared house in the Arbat Occupied a different room by a crazy aunt with his elderly mother unrealistic age, but unlike her daughter is healthy. Another room existed, the girl in the glasses. They held in the hall to his room, and on the way I ran, said: I had supervazhnaya work "I am Olga Palchikova, composer and singer.". Played behind the wall of music, some people came, drank, sang, more fun than I was terribly hampered because the job of all the forces are required, and at midnight I was constantly drawn to the dream. Behind the wall is just the beginning. But for some reason we did not fight, and lived as a rule, one soul, one with a kitchen without a refrigerator where to prune because the cabinet cluster mount cockroaches. It's been six months since I started my internship in the "Time", and I had to pull his lucky ticket, take some very high standards. All that I'm pretty good, but not guaranteed, that I have a steady job in the "time" does not take available. And then I was asked me internal supervazhnuyu topic, a personal interview with the client then "gray cardinal" of power asked to do. We have been talking to him in his office. In the building of the Administration of the President of the Old Square At 9:00 clock. And then came straight Palchikova. Olga asked me out only to drink and smoke marijuana. And I foolishly agreed. We drank a bottle of vodka and smoked two shoal grass. I decided that I do not take everything, and we decided to catch up. Went to the Arbat, drank a bottle and a little smoke ... I had no bed, and it was a huge orthopedic mattress. In the morning I open my eyes and realize that I lying on the mattress, face, clothes. Look up, and it turns out that my eyes were numb and his face kind of hanging bubble. Why it happened - I do not know. Actually, I do not drink, do not smoke or do drugs, and the impact of such a pastime I know. Then I look at my clock and see that it already Clock 12th It turns out that my film crew along with the coolest politician the country wait for me for three hours. What to do - I can not imagine. To work in this way I can not walk. The administration sees my eyes and say, "You - an alcoholic who come to the figure" Call and say "sorry" three hours after a failed full interview - ridiculous. In short, a complete asshole. Olga I say: "Go and say to you that you are my cousin, I was in a coma, I had a terrible flu." She exclaims. Then I'm calling. I do not remember that much to me there barked into the phone, I only remember one sentence: "There is no concept of discipline." The idea, the other worse, will I get fired, and no one more than me everywhere and never will, angry mom all Vologda (hometown) is suppressed, all gone to hell, wasted so much time and effort, I will not do future life collapsed. At the end will Vologda. Then I start to congratulate all: how people in our schools, in our class, from our farm, and works in all driving at the "time", you have a great future. Of course, I smile and think to myself: "What do you say after everything collapsed My TV career is long over, now I have nothing and no one ...?" It takes two weeks, and then I get a call from the office and say, "What are you doing, why are not you at work urgently on the machine?". That's it. No barriers career television reporters no longer appeared. But then there was the music (note "Mega Hausa") 20 August 2003 on the concert. Saratov. Or is it a punishment from heaven, or the nerves. The fact that I have once more before the show, damn it, for the umpteenth time was the voice-over, and the local phoniatrist gave me a vial of adrenaline and Vaseline mix and pour through the nose to the bands. And syringe - for Jet. I just stood in the locker room and everything filled in, and there the film crew of a TV channel and more people coming from the radio. I have a number on the table and some of you lying uncovered bottle, and fleece and a syringe was used, and - to make matters worse - for some reason, a large tube Vaseline. Concert organizers slipped sideways and everything behind screens. And what would they think? And if the rest of the course, then why Vaseline? Or is it guys jelly? Remembering the life of the group first general in the group had a strange relationship. No one wanted to admit me to the leader. True, the leaders of the series will not be made - no one wanted responsibility. Therefore, the role of the leader is migrated. All fine with one hand, I have the business. On the other hand, I was criticized for it: they do not say Muzykantsky case. All the time someone went into battle. In most cases this is done by Sergei Petukhov, who kept all the music. In the sense that he wrote everything, and in the disposal, then the music will stop. One day Pete was away for six weeks. During this time, a lot of important meetings and events, such as "Invasion 2002" was where we also performed. Noise picked Ruslan (guitarist). Eighteen months - much even for an experienced person in binges. I thought that you report to the police or to crack pitovskuyu door. But the guys said that they do not. Ruslan several trips to Pete in the yard and he was on his guard, went around the house and looked out the window - opening and closing a window leaf. Open it or not, even still alive? We had a telephone Pete parents in the country, but there are bad lovilos. Only when they are traveling at a certain time on a hill, the link appeared. In general, the parents could not get out. Pete several phone calls from somewhere, and that link is broken. He later said that the drinks to crazy. He had a wild fear that something would happen to him. He called a taxi in this run to the subway, bought vodka and comeback. All the group called him for a long time. Phone if it was not cut off, was not silent. Then the parents came and Pete went binge. After this period, the speech as if Pete was behind enemy lines - because he's drunk, and therefore he says, he had to miss a good reason for all the essentials. It was a stopudovo otmaza. Pete then coded. But relationships in the group were not better - it got worse and worse. The boys demanded more money for the concerts, and they just do not know what was left of it, on all administrative costs, couriers, PR. You would not believe and think that I currently all. We are constantly swearing. In concert, it seemed to disappear, as if we are angry tried all the bickering and merge into a single artistic unit. But the concert was over, and all batches at once. One, the laws of show business never know someone not spoil relations. Once in a great celebration of our not very sober guitarist directly on national channel called the same group as a pillar of rock music, "fat bastard." Storm broke, "Never on stage ... I'll send my boys ... but who is he ... all roads in the area ..." Then do not blame the incident went to the producer group, wonderful column column produce, only, and apologized and said that was drunk, lost control, do not happen - and stood to their feet in a variety of beautiful poses. But after a few months, another person from the same group, not a guitarist, and the administrator has the principal director in the face of another major festivals. By the way, were both girls, it makes the story even uglier. But - if you're broke - it's your call, and no wonder that the people who work with you - it is, and you are responsible for what they do in the outside world on your behalf. Then again all: Yes, of course, is open rudeness ... Interview with the radio station will go only after you apologize ... - Well, sorry, sorry, sorry. In short, not to do so ... Award of Contract Each artist will tell you, this contract with the record company - that's what separates you from the abyss into which the dark, even if you are talented three. There are legends that the team will be found for a fight and beat labels. Maybe someone is what happened, but I do not believe it. After the "invasion" around us began to roll labels. Each time we had long talks, met in coffeehouses and in their offices, which were then piled top performer, the now long past. Their wheels were hanging on the walls in a beautiful frame. "That would be me" - I think. Smell contracts. A proposed label all conditions - and shooting two videos, and all kinds of promotion with the expectation that the contract will be awarded to the 45 years. On a different label, I honestly, the mouse people face. "Well, you are not on the major investments we expect to act with due care, all the time we have a problem" The word "acceleration" I did not like. I did not want to move, somehow it seemed offensive, and we parted. In the third place, we even went to discuss the plot of the first clip. Fed with genprodyuserom when hunting the restaurant, and he said, "more than a dozen are not giving up the clip." - "Well, no" - I say, and we parted ways. This is really good money, but it seemed to me that the label must be chosen in the first place a generous is that the money does not get up. I thought it would be very expensive, or garbage. I had a business plan. The inclusion of some $ 200,000 for the first time, which made it necessary Reason no one was willing to invest that kind of money to an unknown group. At one point, said, "One hundred and buy equipment to invest, how are you?" - "Low" - I say. And let's look for another. At the end we have a contract with the label, the general producer, sweet pipe tobacco smoke, and in the office, he was a large telescope. I think it was the decisive factors. 5th June 2004 Two years ago I had a conversation with Zemfira. I asked her, "What do you value most in the people?" She replied: "The ability to not get." I think, then, doomed to again, it is necessary to me about it, so people say. And after two years of full support in words. And do not think they are arrogant and think that quite understand what she was saying. For yesterday again called crazy fan of Olga and me asked. Two options: to set or change the caller ID number. There is a third option: shoot - for the fact that human language does not understand. Because the people with whom you meet in a friendly manner, then disgust enjoy what I was wearing shorts and I draw my eyebrows. And you would not have gone for all time, because my patience is exhausted. Health, say what you want to, I do not know, but I know you, and you make your life with me. Especially in virtual, but the relationship You know, my dear, I do not want. Because there is no point to anything human, completely devoid of tact, care and all the features that they do not explain themselves give behave unceremoniously. That is enough. We decided to remove the clip and chose the song "Mania" to shoot. Over time, she played on a radio station. It was not very good at because it best to remove the clips on these results, sound different radio stations. But then we have not thought of. We tried to beat the record company money up to the clip because they believed. Higher the budget that we steeper We have managed to persuade the label us fifteen thousand and three, we told ourselves. Then the situation will be on MTV was increased so that when the video was taken over command of the channel, the chance to see his creation in the air too. Another two thousand bribe someone there on MTV, that's for sure. First we waited for the return filmmaker who went out of season skiing. Then he came back and said, "but I have them all on." The plot of the video was to be: I rise on swords with him and die in the end. The property is approved. The video shot on film and a story is a great team, light, film and filmmaking itself expensive. Getting a place searched. Finally, in a fitness club manager arranged everything. There was a tennis court, a cute blue cabinets and cellars, where you can go tragically tearing his fencing mask. Turned into a type of fencing section and from there was female fencers and their platform on which they Vechta, the scoreboard, where the light into account results. All this is on the tennis court. Shooting at us all assigned a night. Before that, we have gathered as a group at my house - get a haircut and clothes. Stylist at a time, and before we knew it, I was shaved. Musicians did not come as a shock and. All except me, dressed in trendy sweatshirts and T-shirts, and I got a red robe with a hood - it was something like the executioner - and full of black pants. At the upper part of the image I shook his hand with a bandage. Began filming night. The first episode was filmed as an old maid comes between the lockers and accidentally discovered me die, she dropped the bucket. Shooting began. Take the third left the cleaner bucket, and it destroyed. Everything stopped. Let us for a new bucket in a supermarket to go. Then it seemed that kinokrovi not. Let's go somewhere for them. Time passed inevitably. Then sat girls fencers to the parents on the ground floor and lose morale. Drunk in the same group of musicians methodically. Turning over my chest. Closely with bloody bandages, and I always wanted to faint from suffocation Finally, closer to the four nights we were shooting the first episode. Then they started to take off, as the band plays on the tennis court. Musician could hardly get up. Brandy was drunk already. But the merit of the group, I must say, we were cut to death. All made the 30th It was just before six in the morning clock. Finally it was the turn of the female fencers. Instead of a fierce battle turned lazily waving swords, and nothing more to squeeze out of them at this point already failed. It was six. At this point we need to solve a fitness club. Director of the Administration persuaded the club to give us a little more time. We did a scene, when I walk into the basement and take the helm. Here the film is over. It turned out that we were not the most important away - from which it was clear that a struggle with. But it was too late. We decided to save the cause of the installation. Not saved. The video showed, despite the corruption, very little - for a month. The total budget of the fun was nineteen thousand. Festival "chart the Dozen" in the Luzhniki Stadium in Russian rock, as in this army has its own roster. If you are a sergeant, you can sing a song at the festival, and you will not show live TV. When a colonel or a general, then sing many songs, shoot, interview, your performance will be accompanied by the show, referring to the organizers. I think, have the problem with "our radio" we primarily on the fact that we have never been observed roster, always too high above the waves, which probably annoyed put the then leadership of the station. You do not know what they expect from us. At the festival "Chart Dozen" in February 2004, I was to sing two songs. But one of them - "We did not" - we thought the whole show. I had a wedding dress. We have specifically gone on "Mosfilm" and chose it among dozens of what looks like a wedding cake. I must say that I look at the wedding dress is a very specific way. Honestly, felt Anyone who knows me in my life, a shock, look at this picture. That was the point - to appear in a completely different picture. I also had a veil. Of course, no one expected to see such a brutal character, as Bucci beleyshee, unloaded in a wedding dress. The performance was so. I walk into a dress, sing polpesni, then endured a huge red heart. I tear it in half, so that half of the room and take her dress on stage. Sun dopevayu song. It was a bold and unforgettable spectacle. We are, I think, not just what we have back to the roster, not quietly sang himself, and went out and put on a show. 10th March 2005 Today we have the second album ... But that's another story ...